1. vapidly-eccentric said: I love you <3 and screw them. You eat what makes you happy and full and accomplish your goal :)
  2. thebittersweetexistentialist posted this
Tagged as: rant. eating disorder. obese. food. fuck. persona.

Ranting Time

I just don’t feel like eating anything. Why must I eat what YOU are eating at the same time you are? Why must I serve myself the extremely mega proportions you swallow?

I’m ten pounds away from my goal weight and you want me to eat all this mother fucking food? I don’t think you understand the concept of not eating the entire refrigerator.

I do not have an eating disorder. My dad has an eating disorder, my sister has an eating disorder. All they do is think about food. It preoccupies their mind every single minute of the day. Except, my sister doesn’t eat and my dad eats everything. I eat normally. I eat small portions and stop when I am full. That is the normal way to eat. I don’t get two servings, like all of you, and I don’t eat three meals a day. You think this is SUCH a problem, yet I am the only one who isn’t overweight and am losing at least two pounds a week. I am a healthy 135 and soon I will be a healthy 125. You weigh more than 200 pounds.

I am already enough like my dad, I do not need to weigh as much as him too. Just because your entire life you have seen my father eat like a whale, does not mean I have too as well, nor does it make it normal. I am not a 6 foot tall man who needs all that food. I am a small 5”4 girl who’s stomach is content with eating less than one pound of food.

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